Me and my mind in conversation...

Imagine yourself at your formal best in a board room. Soon after, you attend a friend's birthday party at a hip restaurant. Just as you guys think about calling it a day, the rain Gods make their presence felt. What do you do??? Do you take the parking lot as a large public bathroom, and make full use of the water supply. Or do you stand under a shed, and look at the other category of people and think "Oh! Probably they haven't taken a shower for weeks!!" Well... I belong to the former category, The child inside me is still alive!!! :) When a child in class 2 returns home, he is so very excited... "Hurray!!! i am home!!!!!" and so are the kid's parents। The other day I was at my friend's place when his elder brother, who is the HR Head of a software firm, came back home from work। He entered with a sigh, didn't even bother to say Hi, and I thought I heard my friend's mom cry.... Oh Hez Home again...Why!!! Well...all I am talking about...

The flight...change of Fortunes...is it??? Dizzying heights... A rift...not just in the clouds... It reflected the state of my mind... Sea of thoughts...or Clouds of slumber...??

Daytime it was..when I kept sleeping... you were here with me...waitin 4 me 2 wake up... whenever u tried to, i hushed u away... i shud hav woken up..u had so much 2 say... evening it was...i felt like getting out of my slumber... i saw u...pushed you away...told u to leave...it was my bad temper... i hav woken up now...but its darkness all around... i want you to be with me...but u r nowhere 2 b found... come back my love....come back to me... without you in my life...i don't feel like me...

Here I am...this is me ... M sittin miles away 4m home...m here 4 work...to learn...to earn...to get some xposure...some experience...to ensure dat d good start dat i've got to my career carries on..and i reach the destination i had in mind before i started off on this path.. its been almost 3 months since i'v bn in UK...things hav bn good so far..wrkd really hard for the first 5-6 weeks...then things became a little easier..i had a li'l more time 4 myself...weekends were off..and then one fine day i was told dat i have to go back as the task assigned to me was finished... Though initially i was a li'l disappointed to be going back so soon, gradually the disappointment took a back seat and I was happy to go back home..the countdown began...7 days to go..6 days to go..5..4..but dat was it... 3 daz to go before i could leave 4 india...and my manager comes to me and says you may have to stay here for a li'l longer...and how long is dat li'l longer gonna be..i stil...